Caitlin Sweet

Blog Archive

For many years, I had a blog. I posted sporadically at best, initially, then almost never. I don’t intend to have another, here, but wanted to make the archive available. Ursula K. Le Guin, Top Gun, cats…Take a look.

Bright, dusky, bright

The horrifying roar of Boeing 757 engines; the Enya ringtone of the Nokia phone the convention organizers gave Peter; the grand piano and tourist murmur in Temppeliaukio church; the whir (almost everywhere, outside) of bicycle wheels and thud of joggers' feet;...

Run Caitlin Run

To say “I’ve never been one for exercise” is to vastly understate matters. I inherited a quick metabolism, and a couple of people over the years have said sweet, misguided things like “You look like you work out!” and “You obviously do yoga or something.” Until last...

Corinthian Column

I got a nosebleed at Delphi, in the spring of 1986. In the spring of 2013 (six days ago, in fact), a computer virus deleted all my contacts and every single message I've received since I opened my Gmail account. I was stupid. I'd saved everything on Gmail, not on my...

Peake and Sweet: together at last

To Sweet's alarm and delight. If you're in Toronto on the morning of Saturday, June 8, and can make it to the wonderful Merril Collection of Science Fiction, Speculation and Fantasy, check out the Academic Conference of Canadian Science Fiction and Fantasy (ACCSFF)....

“One day it all falls away and you are alone”…

I used to be a voracious reader. During the endless summers when I was 11, 12, 13, I'd walk down to the local library every week. I'd get out seven books and read one a day, sprawled on a lawn chair in the backyard, or propped with my back against the brick by the...

Don’t You Forget

There's a certain kind of emotional upheaval that has absolutely no sense of scale. It's incoherent, both random and hardwired. I have no idea what to do with it except write about it. My daughter's heading down to the Eaton Centre this weekend with a friend, who'll...

Rise and Shine

My elder daughter is 13.5. When I was her age, I was obsessed with taking things in. I wrote often, and copiously, in my journal—about a lot, but especially about The Feeling. This was the sensation that struck me when the wind was high, or the guy I liked waved to me...

Estragon Supplement

We're waiting for a storm, here in over-sensitive, whingey, smelling salts-requiring Toronto. Yes: there will be SNOW! Radar and every single local news station say so. And we prepare, mostly by gathering in each other's cubicles and talking about how fervently we...

Ave atque vale, Ronald Watts

I struggled, before and during the writing of this. Ron didn't want anyone except a chosen few to know about him. And yet I'm writing this. He's dead, so I can. Hence the struggle. Part of this is selfishness, because this is a story I want to tell. Part is principle,...